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In George.
This house is big. +- 5000 sq/ft (460 sq/m). It is on many layers. Right now I can get to about half the house. Once I get the wheelchair adjusted, I will be able to get up the step to the kitchen also.
I was so exhausted last night I was asleep around 9, and got up for breakfast, then took a nap and got up at 1. except for about 10 toilet trips, I slept 15 out of 16 hours.
I have not experienced any of George yet this trip.
I find that I have not kept correspondence with the people that mean the most to me. I have been letting the blog do all my talking. This is just not right. My fiends and loved ones mean more to me than that.
This blog has become more like a very impersonal email. It used to be for Dan, to Dan, and I shared it with close friends. It seems to have lost direction. I now seem more concerned about what people want to hear, rather than just expressing my thoughts. I often hear from people, that I give to much detail about things best left unsaid. I can see that. People don't want to read depressing medical stuff.
I think that things that some people want to read about are often "none of their business", and the people that actually do care about these thing should be told in a personal mail.
39.8% of my page sessions are now robots, or hackers. I had 8 people that stayed on my blog site for more than a minute during the last few days.
It no longer seems about angiosarcoma, or amputation. It's about my feelings for Maddie, my travel arrangements, and my new car.
This blog has out lived it's usefulness.
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bro, you know that whatever you want is what i want for you.
ReplyDeletethanks for including me. your blog was well done from where i stand.
i hope it did some of what you needed for you.
give maddie a big hug for me.
Your blog kept me informed about the inner workings of my friends mind while traveling down a very difficult path. It was like being there when you can't be there. For that I am greaful that you blogged. If you stop it is because it no longer serves a purpose for you. But I will miss having daily updates from you and Maddie. Just know we think about your progress daily.
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Dan,
ReplyDeleteYou friends in Texas will miss reading your WONDERFUL Blog every morning w/breakfast & coffee.
We understand that ending it is what you want so we will switch to other means of written contact and continue to call you as well.
We thought it SUPER that you covered all the details that you did.
Missing you from Texas.......Richard, Suzie, Razor, Tiger, Old Tex, #187 and the friend who you haven't met yet, Adobe....and all the other wildlife.....Porcupines have been our latest surprise driveway guests.
Sorry to hear your blog has ended. I really enjoyed it. Lynn Badger
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