Day 104 - Pain

08:10
I slept from about 20:30 till 08:00. I am very drowsy and need a a nap.
I am up for coffee and  breakfast, then back to bed.

I just remembered, that a few evenings ago, I crutched 1.1km. That night I had bad phantom pain. Maddie thinks my activity levels coincide with my phantom pain levels. We will confirm that with the next few days of nothing but sleep.

Oh goody, a super breakfast.
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nap
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13:30
Up again. I wake up super refreshed and wanting to do many things. Very clear headed. But maybe I am clear headed like a drunk thinks he is clear headed.
I have slept 16 of the last 18 hours.

Maddie just collected the papers for the new car. it is 100% in her name now.
That is a big check next to our things to do list.
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nap
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18:00
I have slept most of the day.

Tomorrow is a busy day. I hope I don't sleep it away. We have to go to the medical aid place, and we have to go to the doctor. We have to go to the municipality because they claim I have not been paying my Rates and Taxes. They have been deducting from my account, but saying they didn't, so we will have to take in bank records and show them.
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 20:00
I am sick of being tired
I am tired of being sick.

Sometimes I feel I will die of pain, in pain.
When people say "I share your pain." They are lying.
Pain is the loneliest thing.
It can't be explained to others, and it can't be shared.
All it does is hurt people.
Pain sucks.

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