08:00
Last night was a series of short naps then pain. I don't know how many times I tossed and turned, and changes positions. I slept well in between, but the sleeps were all short. It seems I looked at the clock every 30 minutes.
I had a headache this morning, and am sore from yesterday, and have Phantom Pain.
Normal torture is to get information. If someone was torturing me to get the map to the secret treasure, I could see the purpose of this pain. But now I ask "Why?"
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18:30
A lazy day. Maddie went shopping and bought tons of veggies. So tonight supper will be a health salad. :-)
Last night was a series of short naps then pain. I don't know how many times I tossed and turned, and changes positions. I slept well in between, but the sleeps were all short. It seems I looked at the clock every 30 minutes.
I had a headache this morning, and am sore from yesterday, and have Phantom Pain.
Normal torture is to get information. If someone was torturing me to get the map to the secret treasure, I could see the purpose of this pain. But now I ask "Why?"
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18:30
A lazy day. Maddie went shopping and bought tons of veggies. So tonight supper will be a health salad. :-)
This coming week will be a busy one. Monday is a handyman coming to see about making the shower more "one leg" friendly. Then in the afternoon we have a Wound Care Lady Appointment, and an appointment with the Doctor to go over the autopsy of the removed leg.
Then on Tuesday or Wednesday, we collect the new car.
We need to start shopping for a wheelchair :-(. I don't think I can do chemo on crutches. I had problems with balance doing chemo with 2 legs.
I also think the jerks I get are chemo related. Permanent neurological damage from the Paclitaxel. I sure wish we could do a PET scan now instead of after another 8 chemo treatments. I feel that chemo is just a money racket. There is like a cancer mafia, that makes money out of people "having" cancer, not out of "curing" cancer.
I also think the jerks I get are chemo related. Permanent neurological damage from the Paclitaxel. I sure wish we could do a PET scan now instead of after another 8 chemo treatments. I feel that chemo is just a money racket. There is like a cancer mafia, that makes money out of people "having" cancer, not out of "curing" cancer.
The mirroring is having some affect. My phantom leg has always been stuck in the same 90 angle. During mirroring today my leg was straight for a few minutes. So something happened.
The pain is still there. It hasn't stopped. But maybe more mirroring will change that.
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The pain is still there. It hasn't stopped. But maybe more mirroring will change that.
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